I keep hurting the guy I love?! Advice?

-My bf and I have been going out for over two years. Yes, we had our ups and downs. Broke up a couple of times and I'm more then crazy about him, when I see him its just great, he's just the perfect guy WHEN HE WANTS TO BE. He's had his share of things.....truth is, initially I cheated on him. He gave me a second change and I continued to talk with the guy, not because I love him, but because of guilt and me not having the guts to tell the other guy the truth and afraid of how he'll react etc. My bf thinks that I stopped communicating with him and I feel TERRIBLE. Words cannot describe. I go to bed in tears because I don't want to ruin it between my bf and I, but at the same time to much of a punk to tell this guy to back off...The best thing to do is to tell this other guy that you are in a serious relationship with a guy you care about and you want to cut off any sort of communication with this other guy, otherwise your boyfriend will find out and he will leave you.



You already hurt him once, dont do it again.



It seems like u still like this other guy otherwise you would have let him go as soon as your boyfriend took you back!



You seem confused and need to make up your mind soon otherwise you will loose your boyfriend over your childish games.You want to sleep at night? Then think about this; what if your boyfriend starts cheating on you. How would you like it? There's forgiveness, which you are lucky you got. But now you have to decide whether you want to keep your relationship or you want to keep lying until you get caught...